I didn’t get the flat and I’m heartbroken (bit dramatic but there were tears!).
I know there will be others but I loved that flat and I had set my heart on it being mine.
Need to erase it from my mind, burn all pictures of it and move on. It wasn’t ‘the one’.

It all fell apart like this: I put in another offer based on the estimate of what the vendor was going to have to pay to extend the lease.
That was matched by the investor (boo!) and I knew her situation was always going to more appealing than mine, so I upped my offer and waited…and waited.
No news is good news, I kept telling myself, but the agent went very quiet – not something they’re famous for!
The investor, damn it, then put in a better offer without requiring the lease extension, and the fact that they didn’t need a mortgage valuation meant that it was snapped up.
I didn’t really stand a chance did I?
Would I have been this upset if it was another first-time buyer that had piped me to the post? Who knows?
I bet the other owners in the building would have preferred a hard working, quiet-ish buyer rather than the gamble of tenants. I wish that played a part in the decision making process.
Anyway, it’s gone and I need to get back out there. I am determined to find something even better.
And, it looks like I am going to have some viewing help in the form of a BBC camera crew who want to follow me around on my first-time buying journey - which is very exciting!
Will I become a reality TV star? Maybe I can negotiate with the big boss a nice little bonus based on the number of FindaProperty.com mentions I can get in?
That will certainly help with the deposit…
I’ll let you know how I get on.